peirong

2007-11-08T07:13:00.001-08:00

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2007-10-29T12:01:00.000-07:00

The Click Five- Mary Jane:

I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
And the somethin' that you said about being friends
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh

I need to wake up from this state of mind
The situation is the same kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
Would you catch me if I had to fall
Would you even find the time for that at all
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh

Cause time has taken back
Everything I thought we had

Mary Jane..

Could it be
Nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
Oh whatever happened to
Ooh ooh
Mary Jane

2007-10-20T09:18:00.000-07:00

Wahahahaha!
O's tmr!!

First paper- AMATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God bless! (:

2007-10-09T22:32:00.000-07:00

I need GOD!!!!!!!!

2007-09-29T20:27:00.000-07:00

Psalms 37:24- Though he stumble, he will not fall, for the Lord upholds him with his hand.

This verse motivated me so so much when i got back my terrible horrible results last week.
So glad that i had this Promise book with me.
Thanks yuhong. :D

Doubts are inevitable, but it just matters how we deal with it.
I doubted myself & even God who is the last person that i should ever doubt.
He proved me wrong just by one thing.

I doubted my angel.
God proved me wrong.
:D

Do your best & let God do the rest.

2007-09-24T19:25:00.000-07:00

OH! So so so so no surprise that i want the study breaks to come && therefore no need to face some pest in my class!

Here's what happened today that made me feel so wanna get out of that living hell 4e4 when it's infested by some lala~

"DIAM LA" Shouted Mr lim weiquan, when MR BEH was giving out our papers when this unholy barked: " KB LA"

So yea, these 2 men continued until that unholy said this, listen people!! AHEM..
" You want, after school then settle LAAAA!"

Like HELLO?!? Settle what? && fancy he said this when he doesn't even have whatsoever back-ups?!?!
Or is he going to unite all the GAYS in this world!! Very likely i supposed.
YESSA! GAYS unite!

Stupid dumb dumb trying to act macho.
It's just a waste of resources for the dumb dumb to be here.
Although God created him for a reason, i've yet to see the reason.

So i'll wait! Patience people! Patience! :D
Such a boor..

2007-09-21T19:55:00.000-07:00

Supeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer love! :D

Edwin McCain- I'll be:

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

Chorus:
I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above

Repeat Chorus

I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said

2007-09-21T18:05:00.000-07:00

YESSSA! Prelims' over!
Indicates that O's coming! YESSA!!
Graduation Day next thursday indicating i don't need to face some loathsome people anymore! YESSA!!
But also means that it's time to bid goodbye to my ex-team mates??
Sigh..
Yea, things may have change. But my passion never, nor my love. I SWEAR LA!!!

I miss team outing to sentosa so much! Miss everyone becoming roasted pigs, chickens or whatever crap after the long day of tanning.
I miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss everyone so much.. :'(

Can we give it another shot??
Stop running. Come on back...

2007-09-16T21:10:00.000-07:00

Lifehouse- Whatever it takes:

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

2007-08-30T22:13:00.000-07:00

Oh!
So i'm seen as the super bad person hur??

Telling the truth is all i wanted & did, whether to accept it or to ignore it, it's up to you people.
I'm not blaming anyone.
But just think about your own behaviour.

Fame?
What's that man??

I believe attitude on court is important, but without good attitude off court, what's the freaking point man??
Whether to heed others' advices, it's up to you.
Trying to improve doesn't depend on words alone, attitude is vital.

If you don't dare or don't want to accept people's words, don't ever think of improving.

C'mon la, do some soul-searching please.
If fames & skills can get you far, forget it.
Back-ups? I DON'T FREAKING BUY THAT.

If you girls hate me, go ahead.
Truth is never pleasing. & that's why it's called TRUTH.
Curse & swear like however you want, i don't need to be well-liked.

& hello? I think i'm the senior here.

2007-08-28T23:03:00.000-07:00

Such a shame for Christians to call themselves Christians when they don't behave like one.
Love God when in church, praise Him.

& f here f there when they're not in church..
sigh~.

2007-08-25T10:07:00.000-07:00

Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is- His good, pleasing and perfect will.
- Romans 12:2

Yellowcard-Gifts & curses:
Mary belongs to the words of a song.
I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her.
But she will not wait for me, anymore, anymore.
Why did I say all those things before? I was sure.

(She is the one), but I have a purpose,
(she is the one), and I have to fight this,
(she is the one), a villian I can't knock down.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.

Mary's alive in the bright New York sky,
the city lights shine for her, above them I cry for her.
Everything's small on the ground below, down below.
What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?

(She is the one), all that I wanted,
(she is the one), and I will be haunted,
(she is the one), this gift is my curse for now.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you. Fight on for you ...

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, its all for you
and my worst pains are words I cannot say
still I will always fight on for you. Fight on for you. Fight on for you...

Sometimes, it's really freaky when you're running in your nightmares.
You could feel your heart racing at 100 miles per hour.
It seems like you're gonna die anytime, you might just receive a gunshot in the back of your head, & everything just vanished into the thin air when the phone rang...
You're just gonna die..

2007-08-21T22:14:00.000-07:00

Jieying- No point getting angry, no point feeling sad. There's nothing more we could do. Things ain't the same as before. People come & go. When they want to go, there's nothing that can stop them, just let them off. They lead their own lives, we are merely outsiders or even passer-by of their lives. We leave back some good memories, but whether to treasure it or dump it into the drain, it doesn't concern us. We ain't gonna weep, cause no one will appreciate other than ourselves. No one knows how heart-wrenching it is, cause they know nothing. Efforts may have paid off or gone down to drain, but we've done our best.
Don't judge them, let them be. Cause we were thought to be un-cool. So yup, what happens next, God knows. But at least, we are doing what we should, by not falling into the devil's trap & into the blindness of this utterly disrupted world.
You gave them a helping hand, but they pushed you away. Just let them drop dead & die then.

We win as a team, lose as a team! :D
We tasted the sweetness of victory.
We laughed tgt, & cried tgt.
Singing 'collide' tgt.
Eating bananas.
Sharing the same bottles.
Spurring each other on.

It meant nothing to them anymore.
It's simply dung to them, but it's a dear to me...

Will you ever turn back & say you love us? Or did you not in the very first place? )':

2007-08-19T21:27:00.000-07:00

To the ripper of my skirt:

God told me you're gonna pay for what you've done. So watch out.

*(May you suffer the fate of my skirt. )
Ripped apart!

* God didn't tell me this, it's from the echo of my mind. :D

2007-08-18T22:06:00.000-07:00

I seriously hope that Mr yeoh will come back one fine day.
No matter how many people dislike him, but we the EX- B girls sure love him.
I want Miss lim to stay as well.

They are the BEST basketball teachers-in-charge EVER!
I missed the good old days when Mr yeoh reprimanded us, taught us & DISCIPLINED us!!!!
"LOGIC LA GIRLS!!!"
I miss that.

When he was around, no ear studs! One ear stud appears on somewhere other that ear lobe, you're gonna have a hard time.
Don't even talk about the freaking tongue stud..
Ha.

& Mr yeoh = No buggers hanging around the basketball court.
I feel that the court is like so freaking polluted.
So disgusting~
I HATE THAT.
& those who think they are so pro?? Oh please, you people are NOTHING!
Just bunch of craps trying to be like pros.

Mr yeoh= No vulgarities in court.
NOW?!?! FFF, CBCBCB, LJLJ are EVERYWHERE!

Oh gosh.
I want Mr yeoh & Miss lim..
With them, no doubt you will see the most disciplined batches ever.
What now?!
Bunch of arrogant & selfish fag.

& if you think i've got no right to say all these because i can't shoot well as a basketballer, oh please.
Least i have the perseverance & attitude to learn.
Wanna compare with me? Let's play fastbreaks.
:)

2007-08-13T20:27:00.000-07:00

So loved :D.

Meg & dia- Roses:

Turn around there's those eyes again.
Turn around fake indifference and I.
Watch their cold, dark silhouettes disappear.
A hundred bodies fill this room.
And all their faces overdone.
Pain is foreign, foreign to us.
I don't even know you.
You won't even know I'm gone.
Was it something I did wrong?
Roses, roses cold.
Roses, roses sold out.
Turn around reds and whites again.
I'd sell my kicks for one more low tar.
Fevers hand in hand with shoelace bracelets.
Why are some girls so naive?
He didn't unbutton your blouse to see.
A better view of your heart.
Oh yeah, can't blame you for trying.
Sing it soft.
Make it slow.
Apples parachute the boys back down.
Fill it up.
Overflow.
A new, improved modern way to feel.
I don't even know you.
You won't even know I'm gone.
Was it something I did wrong?

2007-08-12T23:28:00.000-07:00

Hello?!?

I give up man.
Utterly disappointed..

JUST GO AHEAD.

2007-08-12T20:24:00.000-07:00

I wanna be crazy again.

2007-08-11T22:21:00.000-07:00

With love,

YINING! Thank you so much for the encouragement :D .

Captain's ball didn't go that well. ):
But yea, everything has its first time, & i'm gonna learn! :)
Discouragement? Off you go.

"Woah oh! God be the solution!!" It's playing in my mind non-stop!!!!
Yes, God be the solution.

Dinner with Mr seow.

The Ring on channel 5!!!!
But i'm gonna do some revision before i freak myself out.

Alright, pictures' time!

Yuhong..,

Yuhong-look-alike!!! Lost long sister found!!

Inspiration to mug!

Love, Mr seow ;) .

2007-08-07T22:17:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna run till the end.

HOHOHO!

Went to SA again, accompanied by Xinyu.
CJY ar! I tell you ar! You sure regret for not going can?!
We saw Bindy!! && went to the theatre && climbed up to where the air-con pipes are located!!
Kinda freaky though, but new experience!

Go la, go for injection la.
But HAHA! Don't worry, you ain't the most kia-su & kia-see one.

Chatted with Vincent & Fahrun for a tiny weeny while.

Yes yes yes, everything depends on me, myself & i right now!!
It's gonna be me & me & me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Nothing's gonna stop me.
I can't & won't disappoint my family, myself & God.
HELL NO.

2007-08-05T21:56:00.000-07:00

If ever you love me, you'd say it's okay.

I'm sooooooooooooooooooo sleepy please.
Probably i have stuffed myself with too much food!

Sakae for brunch.
Fondue in the evening.
These 2 sinful food are making me really bloated now!

May not be ALOT, but the contents are more than enough to kill meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

& Dorothy Perkins & 2 Tees sure made me better!
:D

But i'm gonna studddddddddddddddddddddy!!!

Oh yes, rmb when i was in korea, this lady said to me: Your smile is so pretty.
;D
I ain't boasting, but i don't know where did that pretty smile go..

forgive me darling.

2007-08-04T22:03:00.000-07:00

Once again..

Light-headed.
Guess i've been ______ too much hur. Hahaha.
Well, guess it isn't funny at all.

I'm so shacked.
Whether mentally or physically, IT DOESN'T MATTER anymore..
Physically; perhaps due to mental.
Mentally; all cried out..

I hate to say this but i'm sorry.
1 more week to another month anniversary, but i don't wish to drag it until next week just for the sake of being tgt for 1 more month.
As each & every day passes, it's getting closer to O's.
& means i'm wasting more time just to prolong this relationship & the lesser time to recover.

Nobody wants this.
Let's just put this down for the time being.
What comes next belongs to the unknown.
Nobody has an answer.

Forgive me, darling.

& people! If you're thinking i'm those sorta person who use "SICK OF RELATIONSHIP" & "STUDIES" as an excuse to end a relationship, i'm so sorry to say that YOU ARE SO DARN WRONG.
Cause i hold responsibility for whatever i've done.
& wondering why i post this if i'm afraid of what you people are thinking,
OH PLEASE, i don't post for you.
I post for those who care.
In the first place, you don't have to read it.
GET IT, FOOLS?
You better study if you've got nothing better to do, instead of sticking your stupid hand into others' business.

2007-08-04T09:57:00.000-07:00

Westlife- If i let you go:

[Shane:]
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find

[Mark:]
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

[All (Shane lead):]
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? ([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go?

[Bryan:]
Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

[Shane:]
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ?

[Shane:]
If I let you go ooooh baby
Ooooooooohhhhh

[Bryan:]
Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
Ooooooooohhhhh

[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
([Mark:] close to me)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
([Bryan:] if I let you go?)
But if I let you go I will never know
([Mark:] oh baby)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ?

2007-08-03T20:49:00.000-07:00

All cried out.

Usher- Burn:

Girl, understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's coming from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think ya gonna change ya
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feeling ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't coming back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Oh oh oh oh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my boo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-eleven days, um-teen hours
I'mma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gonna learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
you know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

I'm twisted cause one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (oh)
I'm twisted cause one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oh
Ooh ooh oh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oh ooh oh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

2007-08-02T23:08:00.000-07:00

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

I've got no choice but to believe my spongebob boxer really works.
It's indeed my lucky charm! :D
It has been with me for the WHOLE season of tournament, i swear i never failed to wear it for every game.
& obviously, it got us to Nationals top 4. (:

For today, hmmmmm~
Heh.

Tuition just now, & then private time for 2 hours!
It sure works, quite productive i will say.
Yup, that's my day!

& this is sort of my favourite out of so many of their songs.
Enjoy.

M2M- The day you went away:

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

The day you went away
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

2007-08-01T17:10:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Yea, went Sajc ytd.
I'm so alien to them, hello?!? I just don't have the SAJC tie & skirt is a lil longer (HA).
What's wrong with that?

Kinda excited for tmr though.
HMM~

Anw, i'm gonna finish my folio!! HOHOHO!
Like after 1984151652 months & finally i'm gonna say BYEBYE to it!

Oh yes, to whom it may concern.
I will be more than happy to see you DROP DEAD & DIE, ARSEHOLE.

Guess i'm influenced by weiquan la.
Starting to love westlife more & more!
But serious speaking, their songs are good.
& sometimes listening to some not-so-old oldies ain't that bad after all.
:D

Westlife- Why do i love you:

Suddenly she's
Leaving
Suddenly the
Promise of love has gone
Suddenly
Breathing seems so hard to do

Carefully you
Planned it
I got to know just
A minute to late, oh girl
now I understand it
All the times we
Made love together
Baby you were thinking of him

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Ain't gonna show no
Weakness
I'm gonna smile
And tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Can't go back
Can't erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you
Suddenly

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

2007-07-30T21:53:00.000-07:00

Forgive.
Forgave.
Forgiven.
Forgiveness.
Forgiving.

I've done it.
:D

2007-07-26T21:49:00.000-07:00

URGH!

My days are simply like URGGGGGGGH!

So sick of today.
Oh, for goodness sake, tell me why people are always like sucking-up?
I detest SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many people nowadays.

Suck-up stupid sec 3 PREFECTS who only know how to book people for staying in class during recess?!
H-E-L-L-O?! O's for WE the sec 4 this year please, can't we like stay in class to STUDY?!
& can't they just leave us alone??
C'mon, the enthusiasm of DOING-YOUR-DUTY will soon goes off.

& fancy some bastard seeking their own fun & pleasure out of people's life?
You're just making yourself look so darn stupid, don't think it's funny or cool.
Cause it's definitely NOT.

Get some life please people.

bring me out of this living hell

tiger lily

2007-07-24T23:14:00.000-07:00

Matchbook romance- Tiger Lily:

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go (and never let go)
i'll never let go (i'll never let go)
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i ('cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i ('cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse. (any worse)
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words
'cause i, i don't want to make things
and i, i don't want to make things any worse

I so love matchbook romance! (:

forgiveness

2007-07-23T22:27:00.000-07:00

I'm not gonna expect, i won't expect & i don't dare to expect things to be the same anymore..

Forgiving needs courage & time.
I doubt i have that much courage & the will to forgive.
I can't bring myself to forgive
Call me timid. Call me petty. Call me selfish.
Cause i can no longer take it. It's too much please.

Maybe someday, i will.
Sorry Father.

Butchwalker- Mixtape:

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know

But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you

You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know

Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you

Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend and I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the class
That you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em
And let's get messed up and listen to probably...

The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you

2007-07-19T22:04:00.000-07:00

OHH!

I have the love for dress all of a sudden!!
I never had this kind of adoration for dresses before, NEVER!

But yea, shows that i'm changing! :D

Biological family. (:

No, i don't think we look alike at all.

Finally.

2007-07-18T21:39:00.000-07:00

Addiction.

Yellowcard- Empty apartment:

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay

2007-07-16T21:21:00.000-07:00

No people, don't judge me for who i am.
Cause you've got no right!
& at least, i know i've got no longer have any mask on me anymore.
:D

Hey boss!

The Tru's fans. (:

Mr. Famous.

Mama bearrrrrrrrrr.

Mr Black.

IDOL!

To the left, to the left! ;)

My gas really stinks, can't imagine how long have i been constipating..

2007-07-07T22:15:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry.

Matchbook romance- My mannequin can dance:
we're all eyes
and in my personal opinion
if we're not all you were hoping for
when you say my name
say it like a curse

I saw your face in the magazine saying I can't hear it
all the girls all glittered and glossed
screaming we can feel you, can you feel me?
we're tied up in knots
in our courts of conscience
life is lies
lies are life
but don't lie to me

you're just chasing shadows
show us some heart and confess your sins
we'll sing with eyes closed
and you can tear us apart but you won't break the skin

just put on your face and...

I would love nothing more in the world
than to watch you as you spill your guts.
unrehearsed you're just a silhouette
you never had a voice so why all the fuss?
you can have the kingdom, you can have the crown,
but you won't have the people.
no, we'll see you down.

you're just chasing shadows
show us some heart and confess your sins
we'll sing with eyes closed
and you can tear us apart but you won't break the skin

put on your face
put on your face
and scream

you're just chasing shadows
show us some heart and confess your sins
we'll sing with eyes closed
and you can tear us apart but you won't break the skin

just put on your face
just put on your face
and scream
and scream
and scream for me

2007-07-06T23:56:00.000-07:00

Clay Sandford.
Yup, his name! :D

Take 1,

Take 2,

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-05T18:50:00.000-07:00

Stayed back in school after lessons to play some ball to burn off some fats.

& there's this soccer game held at the basketball court for dunearn boys & the New zealand-ers!

Peizhen & weiquan were there with me.
& YES! Peizhen & i went crazzzzzzzzy!
Crazy over a little boy! HA!

There's this little new zealand kiddo, who is half a head shorter than i am.
Man! He's sure cute please!
He's the shortest amongst all,but he was the most aggressive & enthu one!
& he hurt his little bro*, that's when he bent down, groaning.
& that's when we noticed him!!

We were totally smitten with him. Awww~
I was calling for him, cheering for him & i sounded like miss swan when i said hello~. But unexpectedly, he turned & SMILED at me!!!!! Whooooo~!!
It was super **dazzling**. HA!

So yup, managed to take pictures with him!! Heh! (:

Couldn't manage to catch him name, but i know for sure it starts with a C___ or K___.

Peizhen & HIM!!

My new love! :D

Call me crazy.

2007-07-04T20:30:00.000-07:00

Gosh, there's really no doubt that my aversion to this world is increasing each & everyday!

Weiquan passed an newspaper article to me, & damn!
There's this #@$%^&* driver actually ram over a granny's legs & gave her $50 to go & see doctor herself!?!
He didn't even bother to call ambulance??
& he didn't even bother to apologise to the family of the deceased!

Man! he's super heartless please.
What's worse, the granny crawled for bout 400m before she reached her house!

HELLO?! $50 to see doctor when his lorry ram over her?
It's not even enough for my ear infection can.

Nehmind, KARMA!!!
he'll never break free from his conscience.
Heartless creep.

2007-07-03T17:04:00.000-07:00

Hohoho!!

Have the sudden urge to blog about this ugly world again!

I swear that i'm not gonna go to any heartland malls after school (unnecessarily).

Cause very often, i get to see free show! (that's supposed to be a good thing.)
I get to see some uncool~ creatures roaming around & throwing the-so-called-their-language words all around, & using their eagle eye hunting for preys to attack on?

Oh man, this is indeed insane please.
Creatures that look like some zombies, with the eyes of an eagle && able to speak human language????

Well, i don't detest all of them but most!
I can't blame them for who they are, but they love sacrificing others' people's feelings to satisfy their own pleasure??
I detest the way they stand at one corner, eyeing on their preys. & when the prey reacts, this creature will start opening their mouths & all the WONDERFUL words will fill the air! How nice.
I detest the way they start howling like mad dogs!
I detest the way they smirk or smug.

See! How ridiculous can they be?
When their preys look at them, their first reaction: Kua-L__ la?!
Hello?!? Who the hell is interested in your beep beep*? & there's no point showing off.

I bet your parents don't hold a memory card in their hands with a letter "C",& the word is Cb accompanied by a picture of it.
I'm sure your mama or papa teach you C for CAT & NOT CB!
& L for lion not LJ.
& K for king not KNNBCCB.
& P for pear not PCB.
etc etc..

But nehmind! Violence will not solve the problem! I was taught to call the police when these creatures attack on me & they will flee to holland ar!

I bet it hurts my Lord..
& no doubt why i hate this world so much.
Thanks to these trouble-makers & attention seekers..

2007-07-01T06:38:00.000-07:00

Went to visit JAYDEN!!!

Gosh! He's really cute.

Gonna watch transformers tmr!!

& people! Jayden is my nephew, not my brother..
& don't congrats me for being an auntie, cause i'm alr an auntie at the age of 9. (:

2007-06-28T20:23:00.000-07:00

I love those who love me.
But i love the one who gave me them most.
:D

Baby Jayden!!

2007-06-24T21:17:00.000-07:00

Oh Yeah!

Had Gong-bao with 5 of my tmates last night.

& to ytcc to watch the finals of _____ cup.
Yewtee won.

It was about 945pm when everything ended & it left jieying, peizhen, black & i.
So we played 4-on-4 with juniors,followed by these 4 young guys.

I guess all are from greenridge C`boys.
& it was then that i realized that it really feels great to receive compliment.

We were playing at our 50%.
& they were like : Walao! Very paiseh if we lose to them leh!
Then one of them said: Ta men bu shi pu tong de leh! (they're not normal players.)

I was like : What not normal?!
Replied the same guy: Ta men shi Dunearn de leh!!

4 of us were like whoooo~. Hahaha.
It's nice to receive compliment.But most imptly, take it, keep it & don't be complacent!!!
Ha.

Went to Mt. Alvernia to visit sister just now.
Baby Jayden is SO CUTE!
Gosh!! Really can't believe that we were once that small, harmless & fragile to the ones we are today.

School's reopening!
No comments..

Baby Jayden & i!!

faggot

2007-06-21T06:43:00.000-07:00

I can't wait to post this!

Went back to school to assist coach to train the C`girls.
Oh man! It was really energy-draining, or perhaps i've got no more stamina hur. Ha.
First, we were asked to dribble the ball while the juniors had to hua bu.
There were only 6 of us ( jieying, yuhong, xinyu,debra & blackie & i ), but there were 16 of the kiddos!!

Man! Means we gotta do the same thing around three times!!
& after that was one-on-one with them, they need to do it twice, which is equal to us doing it FIVE times!!!
Maybe coach missed tekan-ing us! Haha.

Went Lot 1 for lunch with the 2 pillars & japanese boy.
& japanese boy home while the 2 pillars & i went to library.
& that's when we saw these 5 siblings quarreling, as these 4 little girls refused to share their bean bags with their brother. Super bad, but i like it..

Then 302 down to ytcc with jieying & yy.

& thinking of this faggot just blew my top!
Weiquan's team consisted of him, huihan, zhijie & this uncle(i'll call him uncle bicycle, cause he rides his bicycle all the time.)

They played against this team which i think they are in their early 20s.
& this eyesore thinks that he's big size, so he can take advantage of it.
First, he pushed weiquan for like 549841949 times.
& of course everyone targets on him, cause he's simply an arse.

THEN! He actually intercepted uncle bicycle's ball & the ball hit uncle's head!
I doubt he apologized?
But nehmind, uncle bicycle was trying to block this arse so as to allow weiquan to make the basket, but hell knows this arse kept pushing uncle back!!

Hey! I really had the urge to give him millions of tight slaps until he looks like a pig can!
But too bad, i couldn't. Cause i'll fly to johore if he punches me.

Walao.
Weiquan was knocked down by the him. He padded on weiquan's back, trying to be friendly, but i bet he must be thinking:HAHAHA! SERVED YOU RIGHT.

& weiquan quited straightaway, so did uncle bicycle.
Man, i really wonder whether this faggot actually knows how to respect an elderly who is more than half-a-century old!
& fancy trying to behave like a real sportsman when he doesn't even have the teeny weeny sportsmanship!
I think i'm way too better than him LA!

I may not have balls, but i'm sure i have the guts to apologize & mean it.

I really hope there's karma!
His arrogance & face just irk me.
I just hope uncle bicycle is fine. (:

fergie-big girls don't cry.

2007-06-19T22:09:00.000-07:00

Current addicts,beautiful song:

Fergie- Big girls don't cry.

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

La Da Da Da Da Da

ungrateful people.

2007-06-19T21:00:00.000-07:00

I'm back from ytcc!
& i would say i enjoyed myself just now.
& thanks people esp iverson for the encouragements. :D

Asked jeremy to come over to bring me some shaker fries, in the end! NO MORE SHAKER FRIES?! Urgh!!

Played like madcow. Ha.

Yining said to me last night: you really hate this world.

Yes, i really hate this world, cause it's filled with ungrateful & ugly people!

Let me get this clear people, i don't expect everyone to believe what i believe in, but at least respect it!
& can you people just stop criticizing my God?!

If you don't believe He's real,FINE!
Keep the comments to yourself or even share your negative thoughts about God with the non-believers! Maybe you'll feel so much better to know that there's actually somebody whom share the same thoughts as you! & you people can talk bad about Him as much as you want!

If you think He doesn't exist, well, that's what you think!
You know NOTHING about Him.
Just because everyone is so opposing christianity, & you happily joined in. WTH man?!
& why everyone thinks that it's like a brain-washing process when one believes in God?

It's just that we think more differently & you( non-believers) merely just don't agree with it!
THAT'S WHY?

Or perhaps you gotta depend on who was the one who started to spread this "trend" eh?
Whatever a person whom you think is so uncool does, you'll think that is so uncool~ eh?
Ha.
Hell man.

I'll suggest you ungrateful people just SHUT THE HELL UP.
& stop commenting so much.
You just don't know how awesome He is.

2007-06-18T23:45:00.000-07:00

Hey Peiqi! This is really true! Ha.

You Communicate With Your Body

This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person.
You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches.
Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others.
A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you!

How Do You Communicate?

Met up with Peipei!
Town-ed, Chatted kinda lot & were looking for her stuff.
& we fall fall fall in love with those ZARA dresses! MAN! It's u'ber gorgeous!
Time to save $$ for them,Pei!

A pity that we didn't really manage to take much pictures. ):
Yeap, next time girl!
& c'mon, get over that ____!

So yea, bought this ZARA tank top. LOVE IT!
My super vain bf came to meet me for Fantastic 4!
I can't deny that Alba is really HOT! Steaming hot please. Ha.
& Evans' really charming too.

Finally, i'm gonna ball-ing tmr!
It's been ages since i last exercise! I'm super fat can.

Sleep well people! :D

2007-06-18T01:04:00.000-07:00

Guess i've been expressing too much of myself in my private LJ & that's why not many know what exactly happened to me? Ha.
Only 4 people including myself know the content of my LJ.

Well, i ain't gonna kick up a fuss like how i do in my LJ, but looking back at what happened, i couldn't help but i was really overwhelmed.
Not exactly know overwhelmed by what.

& i really need you guys to know that i really love(d) you all.
I don't know it's still love or loved.

Things really ain't the same anymore.

I was being looked down long ago, but i managed to pick myself up.
But i fell again & i guess i won't be able to make a comeback like how huihan asked me to be.
It's not easy, & perhaps i've given up long ago?

You people must be thinking i'm not longer the same peirong i used to be, to me, you guys too ain't the same anymore.
Ha. I sounded so dramatic ( as if i'm gonna die).
I really need to admit that i feel something is missing in me, it's just that i was denying it all along, cause i was merely comforting myself.

Shall stop here in case some think i'm trying to gain sympathy or empathy.
HA! NAH! I DON'T NEED THAT. SAVE IT.

Bye people.

2007-06-15T06:58:00.000-07:00

I believe i'm not going to post much from now onwards.
Cause whenever i'm online,very often, i will see things that make me feel so annoyed & pissed.
So yup, i would rather spend my time more meaningfully!

Like revising, watching Discovery or even CartoonNetwork etc etc!
Or maybe watch ESPN! & i'll find more talented peeps for me to look upon to, like Tony parker!
Oh man, he's really super man..

See, so much things for me to kill my time rather to do something that makes me feel so irritated!

This world is indeed going crazy.
Everyone is going crazy..
This is a u'ber sick world!

May the Father deal with it.
Amen.

Currently addicted to this song, may be old, but nice. :D
& if only it's true.

Jason mraz- Life is wonderful:

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life is meaningful
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life it is...so... wonderful
It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle
Wonderful
Meaningful
Full circle
Wonderful

peipei

2007-06-13T17:03:00.000-07:00

Miss TAN PEIPEI!
I freaking miss you can!!
Faster faster! Sentosa next week pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2007-06-11T22:48:00.000-07:00

YEAH!
I'm OK alr. No worries peeps.

After suffered from 8761654813 days..
Finally, i'm back to normal! Hoho!
No more blocked ear, no more pain & no more waking up in the middle of the night to CRY!

Replies to tag:

Peipei: I miss you soooooooooooooooo much alright! Was so happy when i heard you were at VIVO with the rest, but just too bad i couldn't go. ): Sorry! Meet up next time ya?! :D
Xinyu: No babe, you didn't send me!

yucks!

2007-06-08T22:15:00.000-07:00

YEAH YEAH YEAH!!

The "sponge" is no longer in my ear!
Went SGH this morning.
Appointment was 0930 but thanks to some irresponsible peeps who didn't turn up on time for their appointments, MY appointment was thus delayed for 2 hours!!

Mummy, Daddy & sis were SUPER pekchek.
Went for brunch then.

Reached back on time for my turn.
& it's my super nice doctor again:D!
He took out that "sponge" & yuckssss!
It's super duper gross! I think maybe it smells nice? BAHA!
The feeling was again SUCKY!

Gotta go back 2 weeks later.
But well, the pain is gone! No more sleepless nights! So, i'm more than happy ya!

& yup! Thank God for the recovery! :D

Anw, to my SUPER VAIN bf.
I love this song! But i can't find it, just the lyrics. ):
But well, better than nothing! Enjoy.

Elliot Yamin- Wait for you:

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

SGH

2007-06-06T22:15:00.000-07:00

Ahha! I'm not hospitalized!
It's a good news ok. Ha.

Went SGH for appointment, ENT center.
Waited for half an hour!

Was kinda excited when it was my turn.
Entered the room..

After knowing what happened, he checked my ears using this instrument which was used when i consulted the 2 doctors before him.

& then!
He used something to suck out whatever shit is inside my ear!
My sis was utterly disgusted after he used a scissors-liked thing to take out something!! HAHAHA!
Was told that he took out some bloody thing & followed by a tissue/cotton wool thing!

Man, that feeling was totally sucky please.
Body was darn stiff & was breaking into cold sweat.
But he was super encouraging, kept telling me i'm doing a good job. & most impt thing, super charming! Heh. *drools..
He's an angmoh btw.
& the nurse was super nice too! She gave me tissue paper as she thought i would cry anytime! HA. But i didn't alright!
& he put a "sponge" into my ear. It's actually a tiny tube, so as to allow the ear drop to flow in easily.

My teeth were chattering then.
Was too shocked of what actually just happened & the pain just shut me up.
& my sis seized that opportunity to tell the doctor my secrets!
She told him i like to dig my ear & pock my pimples! !@#$%^&*

Cried after i came out though.
When sis was telling my parents the WHOLE process & i laughed till i cried. Hahaha.
Doctor said because i dug my ear too much & that's why!
(OK peeps, you know what exactly happened.)
You see, it's not because i didn't wash my ears, but because i care too much about the cleanliness of my ears alright! HA.

Yea, basically, that's my ADVENTURE at SGH!
Gonna go back on friday to take out that "sponge".

Once again, the doctor & nurse were really super nice!
YES, i said SUPER NICE! :D

& oh well! Digging my ears & pocking pimples are my pastime!
Heh.

2007-06-05T19:24:00.000-07:00

OH WOW!

Heard from zhaojing that my class got 2nd for the inter-class game?
I'm astonished!

See see see.
Without ME,(& i guess weiquan didn't bother to play as well), & those arseholes managed to play so damn bloody well hur?

Well well well, seems like we are the blacksheeps in terms of inter-class game?
HA!
Jokers man.

& they're gonna be the STARS of my class.
Wow wow wow!
I see halos!

Anw, i'm going hospital tmr!
Hahaha. Excited!

2007-06-04T19:58:00.000-07:00

Yeap, i have MC till thursday.

This pain is excruciating.
It's killing meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
DARN IT!

Don't miss me peeps!
& don't ask if i'm OK, cause i'm definitely NOT OK.

2007-05-31T08:15:00.001-07:00

Replies to tag:

Well, i'm fine!!
No worries! :)

arsehole.

2007-05-29T22:02:00.000-07:00

D&D camp from 0800 to 1630!
Inter-class game started at 1700- it sucked big time please.

Waste of time preparing all this shit.
It didn't help MY class to bond but made things worse!
Peeps from my class were actually supporting other classes, & they were complaining about the same players playing when they didn't even want to give a damn to participate!
So shut your mouths, arsehole.

& fancy peeps seem to fight anytime when playing Captain's ball?
Scolding, pushing, slapping. HELLO?!?
You ain't playing for world cup! It's just this stupid INTER-CLASS GAME!

& so what you are good-looking?
So what you're smart?!
Your personality & attitude suck suck suck!
Simply childish & immature!

I don't care if you dislike me, cause just like what mdm leow said: we can't please anyone, the most impt thing is to please ourselves!
I won't allow my friends to get hurt.

Since that's the way you treated your 4 years' friend, i don't need to be nice to you either.

Baby,i'm sorry.

2007-05-26T22:16:00.000-07:00

Stupid world!
Sick world!

Materialism, fame, shame, betrayal, robbery, murder, rape, war, etc.

These are all bullshit.

Plain craps.

Such a ugly world.

stars

2007-05-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

Saw lots of stars these 2 nights!

Well, it's consider alot in this kind of lit sky of urban areas.
Cause the lights will always cover the brightness of the stars.

& there are in fact hundreds, thousands & millions, or even trillions of stars in just this piece of sky in singapore!
But we are only able to see at most 30 stars? (based on my experience)

& similarly, we are just like the stars in the sky!
Each & every one of us has our brightness, but very often, our brightness is hidden.
It's covered by the lights in the city.

Some are able to overcome these lights & outshine them( stars are approximately 3000 light years from earth) , but some are not ready to give out their true abilities.

But in a suburb, all the stars will be able to shine & the area will be brightened by starlight.
& which star shines the brightest, it depends on its own ability.

Ha. Random..

please God, not man.

2007-05-22T21:15:00.000-07:00

This world is indeed changing!

Peeps are getting more childish, idiotic, frustrating, jealous, envy, boastful, greedy, proud etc.

Why are peeps changing?

Due to the competition in this world.
Comparison takes place almost everywhere.

Everyone is trying to stand out in the crowd, & at times, they are trying too hard.
So what for peeps actually try to make others notice them but they alr lost their true selves?
What's the point of being someone whom they aren't ?

Does it make them feel better to follow the path of others?
This is crazy.

Yes, peeps may think i'm mad.
BUT! I'm just doing what i like, don't do what i don't & just behave like who i really am.
So, don't look at me as if i'm naked! Heh.

I'm not here to please man, i'm here to please My Lord :D.

Replies:

Peipei: Hehehe! Know why it's cute? Because............. It was ME!!! Muahahaha!
Peizhen: You've avenged alr hor!! Hahaha!
Chujun&Peiqi: Well, she means no threat to me! BAHA! No point getting upset over this kind of Biatch :D. I know i'm better ;) .
Nellyn: YES! You saw your name there! Haha! I can have your name in EVERY post if you want!

2007-05-20T00:18:00.000-07:00

Wth!!!

Some biatch is trying to hook my bf?!?!
Urghhhhhhhhhh!

love you Father.

2007-05-19T23:14:00.000-07:00

Ohh yessssss!

I'm here to blog once again! Rejoice peeps REJOICE!!!

These first 3 weeks of May really suck.
Exams were alr enough to slaughter me, worse, i've been troubled by _________.
(Well, it's not my relationship with bf ok.)

But this problem has made me realised the importance of someone & the unimportance of someone.
Many think that nothing is fair in this world, that's absolutely true. But God is always fair!

He gave me something, he took it away.
But he gave me something BETTER in return.
He makes me realised SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much thing.
& that's why i should love him more.
He made me fall but he acts as a support to pick me up again. Awesome, isn't he?

Friends have telling me so much thing too.
Let me make a list of those who were there to boost me up, hmmm.
Thanks to Yuhong, Jeremy Nicholas, Weiquan, Cheryl, Yining, Alicia, Nellyn(whole cell), Peizhen, & Yunye!
Look, they are the ones sent by God to help me. Fortunate, ain't i? Heh.
& one thing for sure, God is always there for me :D.

This birthday was indeed a big turning point for me i guess.

I'm gonna say this!
I'm not going to be the one whom peeps took advantages of anymore!
NO CHANCE!
If you don't appreciate me, scram then! Cause i've got more peeps out there who actually appreciate ME!
Well, at least God does!

Yining spoke to me again just now.
Yes, i'm never alone :)!

Cab-ed down to batok for friendly against Kai xuan.

Then down to Lot 1 with Yuhong & Peizhen!
Man, had a great laugh!!
Cause someone is seriously soooooooooooooo childish & idiotic please.
Sigh~ Poor Peizhen. Ha.
I feel so much better now after letting so much thing out.
Thanks girls!
&& Peizhen, i hope your ___ don't hurt anymore ya? I will buy Zam-buk for you if you need, HAHA!

Alright, gonna stop, if not it will never end.
Take care peeps!

Like oil upon your feet
Like wine for you to drink
Like water from my heart
I'll pour my love on you
If praise is like perfume
I'll lavish mine on you
Till every drop is gone
I pour my love on you!

2007-05-15T22:39:00.000-07:00

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Last paper tmr!
So no harm posting this la.

& i love that picture in my profile ok?!
Hahahaha. Isn't it cute??
Heh.

16 years old! :D

2007-05-10T07:04:00.000-07:00

This post is necessary!!

I need to thank everyone who did not forget MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
YES! Finally 16 !

Thanks for peeps who sent me your wishings on friendster, blog or msg!
& CJY! Thanks ar! I'm only your dearest for ytd hur?!?!

Came to realise that it's actually more satisfying & happy to get sth you NEED rather than sth you WANT.

Yes. 've been thinking soooooooooooo much that my mind was about to explode.
But things' gonna be just fine. I will put things back to where they should be again.
Afterall, i'm 16! I need to handle myself & problems well.
No more over-depending on others!

Thanks peeps!
Thank God :D.

2007-05-05T12:14:00.000-07:00

THIS IS INDEED LIVING HELL~!

mid-yr.

2007-04-29T04:42:00.000-07:00

This will be my very last post, will post again ONLY after mid-year.
& won't post unnecessarily.

So yup.
Good luck peeps! :D

f

2007-04-26T06:08:00.000-07:00

How great~ man?!

My close friend is troubled, & i can't do much.
& now, me, myself & i am, WHOLE SCREWED!

& i looked so ugly in pictures nowadays!
That's because i ain't HAPPY!

Shucks.

);

2007-04-18T21:14:00.000-07:00

I'm so beat.

It's time to let go of something that is so precious to me.
peirong is darn down today..
):

It's over.
My love: Basketball.

Average is just not good enough.

2007-04-17T22:25:00.000-07:00

Wow! Tmr will be my last chance playing as a Dunearn player.

Player number 9,7,4,9.

4 years of dunearn basketballer life is going to end soon. It's gonna end in 18 hours' time.
It's really unbearable to end it, but we can't do anything. Time is beyond our control.

That's why if you don't cherish it now, it will be NEVER.
After 4 long years, we have achieved our goal. (It's not over yet.)

Yes. 4 long years just passed me by.
It left nothing but memories behind.
Sweet memories.

I just hope everyone will give their very best.
This will be the last & final year for us to play as these 12 players.

We are like the team Richmond in Coach carter.
We were nothing, but today we are something.
We are from ZERO to.. still zero, but a better plus one zero, which makes it one!
We ain't any heroes but we proved that we are from NOTHING to whom we are TODAY.
From a total trash to a team which peeps put their eyes on.

Well, 3 years ago, if you were to ask around : How is dunearn?
Reply will be: Aiya! Lousy team! Lost so many games. Won 1 out of 6!

Today. Dunearn B'div girls is nationals top 4.
From a team which won 1 out of 6 games to a team which won 5 out of 6 games today.
I ain't gonna boast about it. Cause the hardwork & effort belong to US.
It's US who made it happened.

& O Lord.
Praise to be Lord!
Thanks to be Lord.

Youth Alive-Wonderful:
Lord I long for your presence
Please keep me near
Close to your side
When i'm lost in your presence
My strength is renewed

Your love is falling down on me
My soul is crying out
Jesus my heart longs for you

You are wonderful
Glorious
Everlasting God
King of kings
I will run into your presence my Lord
And worship with all my heart worship you

With all of my strength
With all my soul
With all my heart
I'll bless your name
With all my strength
With all of my soul
With all of my heart
I'll worship you.

"Average is just not good enough!"

duh?!

2007-04-14T01:49:00.000-07:00

Peeps actually said that WE, the Dunearn Basketball girls are DAO~!?!?

Hey c'mon peeps, we just don't want others to think that we get close to other team players INTENTIONALLY in order to have a good relationship or friendship & then we can get famous amongst other players.

We just do what we should & don't do what we shouldn't.

Don't want others to think that we wanna POR anyone.

& if you want us to be friendly, please be friendly first.
Same as if you want to be respected, you gotta respect others first.

Simple as that.

& we are bunch of FRIENDLY peeps!!
That's like DUHHH~?!?

victory against NYG

2007-04-12T20:17:00.000-07:00

SOOOOOOOOOOOOO many things happened this week that are merely so overwhelming.

Monday- vs Anglican. Lost. ):
Wed- vs Jurong. Lost. )):

We thought we were out of the tournament & everyone was so disappointed with us due to our lack of fighting-spirit performance. & even thought that coach has given up on us.

So I tried to comfort myself by saying: "Maybe it's just time to get back to my studies. Afterall, it's my O's this year.)': "

But things ain't easy.
Cause others may just look at Basketball as a CCA & we joined it just for the sake of getting CCA points.
& though at times, i felt that too. But the tears & laughters team mates & i shared are just too heart-warming.

Outsiders really don't know how much we have been through, or perhaps how much i've been through.
But deep in our hearts, we Ourselves know how much all this mean to us.

We broke our promise thrice, or rather broke his heart thrice?

We lost to Anglican due to our big-headed-ness. Too complacent..
Therefore, first lesson learned: NEVER be complacent.

Today- vs Nanyang.

We need to win them by minimum of 4 points in order to get into the next round- Nationals Top4.

We played like real basketball players & fought like warriors.
BUT,

we disappointed the other team.
HEHEHEH. Gotcha!

Final whistle screameeeeeeeed, it was heard from court to court.
Cheers & applause echoed the entire sports hall.
Final score: 33-37.
Taste of victory is so darn sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet.

Rmb i woke up at 0342hr & i thought to myself: MUST WIN NANYANG BY 4 POINTSSS!
& POOOOOOMB. I dropped back into my bed & sleep! -.-

The desire to win is simply so strong.
That i actually woke up in the middle of the night to remind myself of that! Hahaha.

Yup, Nationals Top4 now.
Great job girls!

Last but not least, thank MR ANG for giving us this glimmer of hope! :D

Win as one, Lose as one! :DD

Last lesson learned: If WE think/believe WE can, WE CAN!

6th april

2007-04-07T22:27:00.000-07:00

Oh yes!
Went shopping with my 2 darlings, Yuhong & Jieying ytd.
Bought 1 pants and 1 tee.

And the heels really made my feet hurt like mad.
I can hear them crying for help!! Ha.

Oh yea, "Escalator stopped for energy conservation"

Flash & splash ;)

Yea, Japanese boy. HEH.

Small panty or big body? BAHA!!

Love shades..

Uh-huh.

Oh, how i love this picture.

!@#$%^&*

2007-04-07T21:37:00.000-07:00

Tuition tmr morning!! urgh. !#@$%^&*

Never had a good long sleep for these 3 days LA!

Ran alot but don't seem to shed off any weight/fats at all!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
Shucks man!
-.-

rings!

2007-04-01T22:20:00.000-07:00

Tuition in the morning.

Down to Marina square with Yunye.
He bought his ipod nano.
I got my Dorothy perkins' tops. :D

I got in LOVE with the accessories from Rastafari.
So gorgeous..
Honey got a beads ring for me and these rings for us.
YES, LOVE THEM.
;D heh.

:P

2007-03-31T23:56:00.000-07:00

Guess i have alot to talk about but i don't know where to start, so might as well don't start! :)
BAHA!

victory against CCHMS

2007-03-29T21:38:00.000-07:00

Yup.
Won CCHMS.
I don't know the score is 43-28 or 48-33.
But i know there's a difference of 15 points.

Alright, hell cares.
I'm off~.

victory against RGS. :D

2007-03-27T23:37:00.000-07:00

It's 11:26am and i'm at home on this tuesday morning!
Hahaha.
I need to recuperate my strength alright.
2 more games to go..

Nearly couldn't get to play ytd!
Went to sick bay and mr wong saw me and asked what happened, so told him honestly.
And he told me not to play and that he will inform miss lim about it!
So i msg-ed coach and told him i'm fit to play and he said : "we'll see how it goes later."
Prayed..

Got to play, but played less than 10 mins i guess.
But well..
Taste of victory is indeed SWEET!!!
YES! We won RGS!!
I was on the verge of crying when i hugged Yuhong!
This is what we called Satisfaction. :DDD

But again, we shouldn't be complacent!
It's not over YET!
Continue to work hard girls! With the desire to win, it's not impossible.
:)

13 hours.

2007-03-22T12:16:00.000-07:00

Slept for 13 hours but it seems like i just woke up from a thousand years of sleep.
Muscles' aching, head's spinning, eyelids' heavy and simply dead.

Seems like every time i breathe, i need a horsepower.

I'm just wasting my time at home!
Too restless to do anything..

Game against RGS on monday.
May not be able to play? But i don't care.
Girls, please don't be afraid alright?
Give your best and fight till the last whistle!
Peirong will be there to cheer you girls on! :D

The red jumpsuit apparatus- Cat & mouse:

Softly we tremble tonight,
picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight,
I said I'd never leave you'll never change
I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life.

Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me...

We made plans to grow old,
believe me there was truth in all those stories that I told.
Lost in a simple game cat and mouse are we the same people as before this came to light?

Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me...

You must live for me too'...
For me too...yeah, yeah...
You said that you would die for me...

Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price
You said, you said that you would die for me...

You said that you would die for me
You said that you would die for me ohoo
You said that you would die for me oohooo

sport heats

2007-03-20T08:07:00.000-07:00

"Shut your mouth before i stuff this bottle right up into your arsehole!"

Yea, that's what i said to hariz when he just couldn't get that mouth of his shut.
He has been singing P!ATD's I write sins not tragedies for months!
Boy, it's time to change song. -.-

Sport heats this afternoon.
Shacked.

I'm ill!
Hell~.

Anw, kinda a bad day for me. ):

May the blind see and the deaf hear.

basketball camp

2007-03-16T09:37:00.000-07:00

Basketball camp's over.

One word: Tiring.

But well, had fun with team mates though.
And again, i'm burnt.
I'm so dark now.

And i Miss the night sleeping tgt!

Oh yes! HCJC has lot's of chio bu-s.. Hahaha.
They are really pretty please.
Maybe i can be like them if i go HC too! BAHA! :X

Ice cream party tmr! Woohoo!!

Isaiah 41:10- "Do not be afraid, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."

kisses. :D

2007-03-13T20:19:00.000-07:00

Spent my night at esplanade with darling again!

Though it rained, not only has it not dampened my mood, it made me felt refresh!

and it's the star that shine for you.

daddy's birthday

2007-03-12T06:57:00.000-07:00

Oh yes. Haven't post for 6 days.

Had dinner at East coast's Long beach for an advance celebration for daddy's birthday.

2 tables, 22 peeps.
Including Yunye! Ha.

Meet the folks session. ;)

At least 10 dishes of food and a durian cake for finale.
D24 durian! YUM!!

I was u'ber thrilled last night, cause everyone says i have a hot bf! HA!
Indeed i have one! :DDD

Tmr's daddy's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ADORABLE DADDY!

Genuine god-sisters.

60 dollars worth of cake.

Ladies and the birthday "boy".

Honey and i. :D

BOOST.

2007-03-06T05:41:00.000-08:00

Alright, i will eat lots of chocolates as i was told by coach.
I gotta run run run and run tmr!
In fact, i need to FLY!! Ha.

And i've bought BOOST, it has energy content of 1340kJ!! Total fat of 18.1g!!!
But well, it's worth to put on a little wee bit weight if i can fly and play like nobody's business. Hahaha.

OK. I'm off.
Turn in early girls.
Confidence! Promise! Faith!!
WE can do it. :D

Picture of the year:

Jieying's bbq

2007-03-04T21:31:00.000-08:00

Jieying's bbq at west coast last night.

Initially most wanted to stay out for the whole night.
In the end, left 7 of us.

Reached home at 0745 h.
Was a little insane after staying up for the whole night.
Intended to start revision after bathing, as i thought i felt awake.
But i wasn't la. So yup, slept till 1445h.

The bbq was rather fun.

Coach was there.
8 of us took pictures with him and i realised how adorable my team is!!
I really have a bunch of lovely team mates.
Alright, picture speaks a thousand words. So i will let pictures do the job.

Give your best smile! :D

I jumped alright.

Ain't we adorable? :X

I still could smile when it was 0530h.

:)

stucked at home.

2007-02-27T22:06:00.000-08:00

Shucks!

I promised i will never skip school unnecessarily anymore!
It's so freakishly bored at home!
Not only i missed lessons, i couldn't even get to see my darlings!! Esp after a victory whereby everyone will be real high for sure. :D

Only managed to think of 7 ideas for D&T. 8 more to go!
And mind has been wandering , simply couldn't settle down for some revision.

Only after i came back from BPP to get some stuff, then i have the mood to do some physics. BORING!~

And i'm really looking forward to tmr! Though there will be 5 periods of D&T. -.-
I'm excited over training and to see my darlings!
Hohoho.

Nice song.

Papa roach-Scars:

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

Victory against AES

2007-02-26T20:57:00.000-08:00

Yes Babies!
We did it!!!!!!!!!!
Now that we have done all we can and we know we deserved to get what we ought to have, but there's nothing much we can do.
We did our best and the rest is up to God. Right Yuhong?!

Yes, Yuhong showed this sentence to me: 'Just do your best, let God do the rest.'
Amen!

The show has just begun.
;D
And look who's talking right now! :PPPPPPP

anticipation.

2007-02-25T04:41:00.000-08:00

Important game tmr girls!
Get enough rest, the game is OURS.

In my heart I still believe
We were meant to be

i'm feeling so ambitious

2007-02-22T20:40:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling real ambitious.
I never thought of losing.

But if things don't go smoothly, i will accept it.
Cause i know God has seen the efforts.
And if things just turn up-side-down, that's when i'm gonna fight with destiny. I've fought it once, i'm going to fight it again.

No chance for history to repeat itself again. Absolutely NO WAY.

Peizhen was horny, Jieying was high, and i was confused!

Big Rose and small Jack; You jump, i laugh.

Yes, you see my shoes up there.

DHT- I go crazy:

Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby you know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
No it just ain't true

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive
It's starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide
That old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

Crazy

pictures.

2007-02-17T03:44:00.000-08:00

It's new year eve. But well, i don't really care.

I promised pictures the other time and i will post them now.

Feb 10 :
"Alicia" & Ben.

The twins & Ben.

Whoever that was taken while trying to play my motion phone.

Feb 15 :

The shy/style nerd.

The unshy/unstyle nerd. Ha.

The nerds trying to be the Lians. :DDD

i don't feel good.

2007-02-16T04:13:00.000-08:00

I don't feel good.
:(

immature arsehole

2007-02-15T03:35:00.000-08:00

Unpleasant day for me.
Mood has been swinging nowadays.

And yes, can't shake a guy off my mind cause nearly got into a fight with him just now. Ha.
Totally horribly ridiculously immatured cum freakishly poser please.
Went home early and it was pouring when 187 arrived, so allowed Peiqi to aboard first when this bloody arse squeezed from the corner and actually pushed me off!
So ya, an eye for an eye! I pushed myself up and ACCIDENTALLY pushed him back. And to think this bloody fool made it so obvious that he pushed me back so hard that i actually jerked forward!
Turned back and gave my killer stare. Hahaha.

Wonder where would i be right now if i were to push him back. Maybe he will push me and throw a punch into my face?
And sure enough i will make sure he doesn't have father's day if he does so. Heheh.

Though anger always got the better of me but Lord is always there to calm me down!
Filled my thoughts that this guy is simply pathetic.
And so what if he's from whatsoever GANG? He has to dial 8 digits in order to gather his BROTHERS while i just need to dial 3 digits: 999!
See who's faster hur. HA.

But this arse has an absolutely great gf who kept apologising to me!
It's not his girl's fault alright. Such a Fag.
But well, i must forgive & forget. ;D

Emergency drill today.
I was the "missing" person! So fun please. Teachers couldn't find me! Baha!

Anw.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN!!!!!!!!!! :D

It's my turn in 2 months plus time!

embrace

2007-02-12T04:17:00.000-08:00

Oh, how i wish i could just embrace EVERYTHING.
YES! EVERYTHING.

This song has been playing in my mind for days. Though i had posted it once but i can't help but to post it again cause it's simply beautiful.

Hinder- Lips of an angel.

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

pretty boy

2007-02-10T06:29:00.000-08:00

Today's training was simply run run and run!!
-2 rounds of X-country.
-Dribbling drills.
-Lay ups.
-1-on-1. One has to get 8 balls in! And the rest who lost had to run 17 ze!
But i don't think it's tiring cause it's worth all of it! I WANNA WIN WIN WIN WIN WIN! ;D

Headed to _____.
But when i reached there, cell was over! :(
Down to marina for steamboat after service. It was so crowded!
Ate kinda little i guess, and i was FULL!

Poor Ben finally found a company to accompany him to fly kite! And that's ME! Cause Gabriel said he's childish, well, this is reliving childhood! HA.
The kite cost 15 bucks and he paid without much hesitation, could tell how much he wants it eh?
YES, it was nothing but fun!!
Flying kite is fun, as well as gossiping. :X

Went back to join the rest after around 20 mins.
Pictures' time!!! (Ok, pictures will be loaded in few days' time.)

Yeap, home-d after that. And Daddy called to tell me not to reach home late, cause there's molester in the neighbourhood! Wth la.
Peeps nowadays are getting more desperate.

Anyway.. Call me PRETTY BOY next time alright? :)

guys' vs jurong

2007-02-09T05:42:00.000-08:00

Guys' match was EXTREMELY exciting earlier on.

I cheered, screamed and shouted my head off!
But what a pity, they lost by 2 points. ):
I could feel my head's thumping like mad and my heart throbbing like it's gonna burst anytime!

Well well well. Great job though. Cheers! :)

Valentine's coming btw.
Err.. I need MP3! My MP3 is pronounced DEAD! ): It's better than my life is colourless. HAHA!

Okok. Turn in early!

NYG

2007-02-08T04:28:00.000-08:00

Finally, i can settle myself down for a short break.

Today is Thursday, a week is going to be over again. Time really FLIES~.

Game against NYG ytd.
We lost.Well, this is not the end but it's just the beginning!
Nationals, here WE come!!!!

Girls, don't give up alright!
We have come so far, end it well.
:D

mr kaan.

2007-02-05T04:46:00.000-08:00

Hello blog!

Ok, i'm saying this in an extremely dead tone.
D&T is really getting on my nerves! It sucks la.

IT SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Match against Fuhua this afternoon. Coach wasn't there due to some reason.
Mr neo came.
As usual, i played badly.

But we won. 62-22.
And Yuhong is the MAN! She's so charming when she's serious and ball-on! Hahaha.

I'M THE MAN too.

Due to some reason, those pictures had been taken away. If you missed it, too bad for you!

Aromatic

2007-01-31T22:11:00.000-08:00

Today is sure a tiring day.
But tmr will be worse.

Rushed my D&T work last night and my dark rings & eye bags start to appear this morning.

5 periods of D&T.
Gotta finish up to Design Specification by next Wed and i'm still at Image board!!
Feed me with batteries please.

Stayed back after school, watched B boys trained and soccer match and at the same time, used whatever time i had to do as much D&T work as possible.
Now, every day, every hour, every minute and every second counts.

But well, will just spend few minutes typing this post.

Went BPP alone to return books.
On my way in, the aroma of Starbucks simply caught my full attention.
Flash backs of my time spent there, studying and enjoying my favourite BAGEL and Ice Blended Mocha! Heavenly~
But yea, i don't have so much time to enjoy all these good stuffs for now.

I will suffer now and enjoy later! :D

Annual cross country.

2007-01-27T05:16:00.000-08:00

Annual Cross-country is over! OVER OVER OVER!! YOOFOOO!!!
I was u'ber high ytd as i was extremely thrilled!
4 things that i was happy about:

1) I've got into top 20! My placing is 12th! :D
2) Cougar won the overall race! (It was 7 years ago when cougar last won.)
3) Team mates and i saw a ultra beautiful RAINBOW tgt!
4) And we went for dinner tgt, but Weiqian wasn't there. :(

It's a good sign to see the rainbow tgt! Maybe it was a sign that after working so hard for 4 long years, we will have something sweet and beautiful as a reward. It's simply awesome.

And congrats to DEBRA, PEIZHEN & YUHONG for getting Top 3!
And and Lingrong, Vanessa, Weiqian, Blackie, Lynn & Xinhui!
And and and lower sec basketball girls!
So proud of you girls. :DD

Jieying! Don't be sad! What belongs to us belongs to you too, as we win as one and lose as one!
Xinyu! You better move your arse and run next time! Ha.

Thanks Weijie for your advive.
Thanks Fahrun for your lucks.
Thanks all cougars who tried so hard to finish the race.
Thanks for those we cheered us on.
And last but not least, Thank God! :D

Replies:

Dessy: Thank you so much! ;)
zhiling: Thank you!! Oh yes, it's over! And yeap, ain't that horrifying cause it happened so sudden. Haha. Of course it feels good to be hugged by me! I'm peirong leh! HA! :X Anw, Great run! :)))
XINYU: Aiya, whatever! Ronaldo is the most handsome-mesterest! That's the conclusion.
LYNN: Thank you. Nice run too! End our last year with a sweet ending. :D
dexter: Hi 12th! :)

CHRISTIANO RONALDO!

2007-01-25T04:37:00.000-08:00

Trip to NYP was horrible!!
It was BORING! Even Mr kaan requested to leave earlier, as he said it's a waste of time!
Absolutely!
I couldn't wait to leave that place, and obviously i won't go there after O's.

First class to reach school.
Looking at the way the C girls train simply blew my top.
THERE'S NO DISCIPLINE AT ALL!
If we were to behave like them when we were sec 1, we would get tonnes of punishments.
IT'S TOTAL ABSURD!!
It's getting from bad to worse..

Annual Cross-country tmr.
Horrifying; i always hate the heart thumping sensation.

Anw, my husband is CRISTIANO RONALDO! Jieying's Beckham(past), as she said she wants to be Victoria, Rooney(present), Crouch(future). Xinyu's Gerrad. Yuhong's Henry. Peizhen's Ronaldinho and Lynn's Fat ronaldo! Blackie's DROGBA!
As you can see, mine is the most charming one!!!! :DDD

Oh yes! Blackie is so pretty!

MY HUSBAND!

And you're lying real still,

2007-01-23T06:24:00.000-08:00

Guess i'm gonna give up my diet plan soon, cause i feel that the more i diet, the fatter i get! Ha.
But peeps around me will keep telling me i'm not fat, that's because you didn't see my tummy ar. Hahaha. Alright, enough of my fats.

Match against Yuhua tmr.
Girls, must give it our best shot! :D

And and i will try not to slack. Haha.
:X

Oh yes!Funny events happened ytd during the match.
My shoe dropped, my dear opponent picked it up and gave it to me. :) And while putting my gear back, i grinned at my lovely team mates and they smiled back.
Vanessa hit the stomach of the opponent with the ball while trying to 'save' it, and the ball bounced back and out!

A burst of laughters emerged, or rather MY laughter.
Ok, i shall be nice~.

I should be doing my mental prep now.
See ya!

And you're lying real still,
but your heart beat is fast just like mine.

ignorance

2007-01-20T22:24:00.000-08:00

Oh well.

I shall forgive others for their jealousy and ignorance.
It's normal for peeps to get jealous of not being able to have the thing they desire.
And i would say i'm a lucky one. :D

your call

2007-01-19T20:24:00.000-08:00

Hey hey hey!!

I've realised something, i guess i used to be a high self-esteem person but the one that keep looking down on me is myself!
So if you see something's wrong with me recently, then you are wrong! Cause i'm just trying to find back my confidence and self-esteem! Ha.

And from now onwards, i'm gonna prove anyone who looks down on me wrong!

Secondhand Serenade- Your call:

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Because every breath that you will take
while you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you