You say hello, inside i'm screaming i love you.

Monday, July 30, 2007

Forgive.
Forgave.
Forgiven.
Forgiveness.
Forgiving.

I've done it.
:D

9:53 PM;

Thursday, July 26, 2007

URGH!

My days are simply like URGGGGGGGH!

So sick of today.
Oh, for goodness sake, tell me why people are always like sucking-up?
I detest SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many people nowadays.

Suck-up stupid sec 3 PREFECTS who only know how to book people for staying in class during recess?!
H-E-L-L-O?! O's for WE the sec 4 this year please, can't we like stay in class to STUDY?!
& can't they just leave us alone??
C'mon, the enthusiasm of DOING-YOUR-DUTY will soon goes off.

& fancy some bastard seeking their own fun & pleasure out of people's life?
You're just making yourself look so darn stupid, don't think it's funny or cool.
Cause it's definitely NOT.

Get some life please people.

bring me out of this living hell

9:49 PM;

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Matchbook romance- Tiger Lily:

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go (and never let go)
i'll never let go (i'll never let go)
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i ('cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i ('cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse. (any worse)
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words
'cause i, i don't want to make things
and i, i don't want to make things any worse

I so love matchbook romance! (:

11:14 PM;

Monday, July 23, 2007

I'm not gonna expect, i won't expect & i don't dare to expect things to be the same anymore..

Forgiving needs courage & time.
I doubt i have that much courage & the will to forgive.
I can't bring myself to forgive
Call me timid. Call me petty. Call me selfish.
Cause i can no longer take it. It's too much please.

Maybe someday, i will.
Sorry Father.

Butchwalker- Mixtape:

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know

But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you

You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know

Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you

Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend and I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the class
That you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em
And let's get messed up and listen to probably...

The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you

10:27 PM;

Thursday, July 19, 2007

OHH!

I have the love for dress all of a sudden!!
I never had this kind of adoration for dresses before, NEVER!

But yea, shows that i'm changing! :D

Biological family. (:

No, i don't think we look alike at all.

Finally.

10:04 PM;

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Addiction.

Yellowcard- Empty apartment:

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay

9:39 PM;

Monday, July 16, 2007

No people, don't judge me for who i am.
Cause you've got no right!
& at least, i know i've got no longer have any mask on me anymore.
:D

Hey boss!

The Tru's fans. (:

Mr. Famous.

Mama bearrrrrrrrrr.

Mr Black.

IDOL!

To the left, to the left! ;)

My gas really stinks, can't imagine how long have i been constipating..

9:21 PM;

Saturday, July 07, 2007

I'm sorry.

Matchbook romance- My mannequin can dance:
we're all eyes
and in my personal opinion
if we're not all you were hoping for
when you say my name
say it like a curse

I saw your face in the magazine saying I can't hear it
all the girls all glittered and glossed
screaming we can feel you, can you feel me?
we're tied up in knots
in our courts of conscience
life is lies
lies are life
but don't lie to me

you're just chasing shadows
show us some heart and confess your sins
we'll sing with eyes closed
and you can tear us apart but you won't break the skin

just put on your face and...

I would love nothing more in the world
than to watch you as you spill your guts.
unrehearsed you're just a silhouette
you never had a voice so why all the fuss?
you can have the kingdom, you can have the crown,
but you won't have the people.
no, we'll see you down.

you're just chasing shadows
show us some heart and confess your sins
we'll sing with eyes closed
and you can tear us apart but you won't break the skin

put on your face
put on your face
and scream

you're just chasing shadows
show us some heart and confess your sins
we'll sing with eyes closed
and you can tear us apart but you won't break the skin

just put on your face
just put on your face
and scream
and scream
and scream for me

10:15 PM;

Friday, July 06, 2007

Clay Sandford.
Yup, his name! :D

Take 1,

Take 2,

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

11:56 PM;

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Stayed back in school after lessons to play some ball to burn off some fats.

& there's this soccer game held at the basketball court for dunearn boys & the New zealand-ers!

Peizhen & weiquan were there with me.
& YES! Peizhen & i went crazzzzzzzzy!
Crazy over a little boy! HA!

There's this little new zealand kiddo, who is half a head shorter than i am.
Man! He's sure cute please!
He's the shortest amongst all,but he was the most aggressive & enthu one!
& he hurt his little bro*, that's when he bent down, groaning.
& that's when we noticed him!!

We were totally smitten with him. Awww~
I was calling for him, cheering for him & i sounded like miss swan when i said hello~. But unexpectedly, he turned & SMILED at me!!!!! Whooooo~!!
It was super **dazzling**. HA!

So yup, managed to take pictures with him!! Heh! (:

Couldn't manage to catch him name, but i know for sure it starts with a C___ or K___.

Peizhen & HIM!!

My new love! :D

Call me crazy.

6:50 PM;

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Gosh, there's really no doubt that my aversion to this world is increasing each & everyday!

Weiquan passed an newspaper article to me, & damn!
There's this #@$%^&* driver actually ram over a granny's legs & gave her $50 to go & see doctor herself!?!
He didn't even bother to call ambulance??
& he didn't even bother to apologise to the family of the deceased!

Man! he's super heartless please.
What's worse, the granny crawled for bout 400m before she reached her house!

HELLO?! $50 to see doctor when his lorry ram over her?
It's not even enough for my ear infection can.

Nehmind, KARMA!!!
he'll never break free from his conscience.
Heartless creep.

8:30 PM;

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Hohoho!!

Have the sudden urge to blog about this ugly world again!

I swear that i'm not gonna go to any heartland malls after school (unnecessarily).

Cause very often, i get to see free show! (that's supposed to be a good thing.)
I get to see some uncool~ creatures roaming around & throwing the-so-called-their-language words all around, & using their eagle eye hunting for preys to attack on?

Oh man, this is indeed insane please.
Creatures that look like some zombies, with the eyes of an eagle && able to speak human language????

Well, i don't detest all of them but most!
I can't blame them for who they are, but they love sacrificing others' people's feelings to satisfy their own pleasure??
I detest the way they stand at one corner, eyeing on their preys. & when the prey reacts, this creature will start opening their mouths & all the WONDERFUL words will fill the air! How nice.
I detest the way they start howling like mad dogs!
I detest the way they smirk or smug.

See! How ridiculous can they be?
When their preys look at them, their first reaction: Kua-L__ la?!
Hello?!? Who the hell is interested in your beep beep*? & there's no point showing off.

I bet your parents don't hold a memory card in their hands with a letter "C",& the word is Cb accompanied by a picture of it.
I'm sure your mama or papa teach you C for CAT & NOT CB!
& L for lion not LJ.
& K for king not KNNBCCB.
& P for pear not PCB.
etc etc..

But nehmind! Violence will not solve the problem! I was taught to call the police when these creatures attack on me & they will flee to holland ar!

I bet it hurts my Lord..
& no doubt why i hate this world so much.
Thanks to these trouble-makers & attention seekers..

5:04 PM;

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Went to visit JAYDEN!!!

Gosh! He's really cute.

Gonna watch transformers tmr!!

& people! Jayden is my nephew, not my brother..
& don't congrats me for being an auntie, cause i'm alr an auntie at the age of 9. (:

6:38 AM;