Monday, June 18, 2007
Guess i've been expressing too much of myself in my private LJ & that's why not many know what exactly happened to me? Ha.
Only 4 people including myself know the content of my LJ.
Well, i ain't gonna kick up a fuss like how i do in my LJ, but looking back at what happened, i couldn't help but i was really overwhelmed.
Not exactly know overwhelmed by what.
& i really need you guys to know that i really love(d) you all.
I don't know it's still love or loved.
Things really ain't the same anymore.
I was being looked down long ago, but i managed to pick myself up.
But i fell again & i guess i won't be able to make a comeback like how huihan asked me to be.
It's not easy, & perhaps i've given up long ago?
You people must be thinking i'm not longer the same peirong i used to be, to me, you guys too ain't the same anymore.
Ha. I sounded so dramatic ( as if i'm gonna die).
I really need to admit that i feel something is missing in me, it's just that i was denying it all along, cause i was merely comforting myself.
Shall stop here in case some think i'm trying to gain sympathy or empathy.
HA! NAH! I DON'T NEED THAT. SAVE IT.
Bye people.
