it was supposed to be a team bonding outing, but it ended up only 7 of us attended. went with jieying, yuhong, xinyu, deb, black and weiqian. thank you guys for going.
it was boring though. everyone was like dying. so went to rent bike with jieying and yuhong, that's like the best activity i had just now?
we had a sand fight then, it was damn pain when it hits you, everyone was like attacking me? and i got real pissed and went off. it scares them. i'm sorry peeps, i'm really sorry. i couldn't control myself from getting upset. don't know why too. but i'm really really sorry for scaring you all.
took 188 home with jieying. we chatted alot. everything seems to be so fucken wrong!
why are we always brooding over this matter while some don't even give her fucking care to it? don't try to make everything looks so wonderful and nice when it's so ugly and horrible. go ahead and let others know how ugly things are going on when you dare to screw everything up in the first place. stop trying to hide the truth! take off your fucking mask! such hypocrite. fuck you. why do we have to cry over you when you don't even know things are getting so wrong because of YOU?!? you yourself know what you had done and what you had said. nobody knows it better other than you. EVERYTHING you said is total hell bullshit. do you even worth our trust?
i simply couldn't figure out why ugly (hearted) peeps exist. why do they always pick on others' flaws to prove to others that they are better? but now i do, cause this is how God knows how great the pretty (hearted) peeps are.
there's a limit to our tolerance and patience, don't take us for granted. and know your limit too. don't get too over. we are nice to you doesn't mean we have gave in to you. and i'm saying NO WAY! show peeps the respect that they deserve and not bossing around when you are not the boss. get your role right.
everything changes and i can't differentiate sorrow from anger anymore.
