woke up at around 5+a.m and to realise that i was still having my spects on! removed it and went back to sleep.
woke up at 8+ a.m and to realise the remote of the tv was beside me! gave my sister and went back to sleep.
woke up at 11+ and started to rot till 1 plus when miss tan zhenzhi called and asked me to go town!

boarded the bus which jieying, zhenzhi, celine and audrey were on and headed down to town.
i don't really know what's the purpose of going there, but guess we were supposed to kill the time. but the time merely killed us.. so boring please! went town for window-shopping! that totally sucked.

zhenzhi, celine and audrey abandoned jieying and i! they secretly sneaked away when we were discussing where to go!

decided to go kap to rot but all the others were busy working. and joash actually wanted to meet at 10+p.m to celebrate HALLOWEEN when they don't even know where to go?! (that's not the way i wanna spend my halloween!)

so jieying went home and i went to catch Deathnote with _______.
it was nice indeed.
L is darn cute! hahaha.
i'm gonna catch the part 2 for sure! :D

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHILING! ; )

oh yes! i've put on 2 kg. damn it.
i'm going on diet starting from tmr!

bridging programme in the morning. the class was so restless. mr beh was real worked up. and he kept saying we are irratating. haha. yea 'irratating'. that's a mistake peeps always make! it's spelt as 'i-r-r-i-t-a-t-i-n-g' and pronounced as irritating. hahaha. see. learn the correct pronunciation.

training afterwards. the bridging programme ended at 945 LA. and training started at 2! so, went west mall with the 3somes, peiqi and siewyee.
then back to school again.

well, training seems alright to me right now. maybe i'm starting to accept the fact that i've really lost my skills and attitude? and THAT's the way to find back the strong ME! accept the fact and find a solution to it! :D
see, i've grown up alright. heheh.
or maybe i've found what i needed to give my best performance.
maybe what i had lost is back. yea, i hope so!

coach saw my eyes and asked me: "what happened to your eyes!?"
and i wanted to reply that i've been bitten by vampire hur? haha. but just smiled at him.
i guess i really look like a doll or statue; what's more with the rosy cheeks of mine. ( ;
hariz said i have the BLING BLING. yea right. him and his nonsense.
kahleong said i really look like a vampire?
blacky was so fascinated by my eyes whereby she kept looking at me!
xinyu said she doesn't dare to look me in the eyes.
hello peeps? it's just a pair of COLOURED LENSES LA! HAIYO!
hahaha.

tmr is HALLOWEEEEEEEEEN! i wanna celebrate please!

saw this in peizhen's blog and i tried it. and it depicts me exactly how i am right now.

My Personal Profile:
You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to 'blow your top' but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away 'footprints' in the sand.

Being impulsive and irritable, your desires and needs are paramount. You do things with insufficient thought - with little regard to the consequences that may follow. As a consequence of this attitude, you may be experiencing stress and conflict.

For some time now it would seem that you have been frustrated and emotionally inhibited. The circumstances which appear to be beyond your control are making it very difficult for you to develop the detached emotional attitude that you seek.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

You wish to safeguard yourself against criticism or conflict and to embed yourself in a protected situation. You are a difficult person to relate to and very difficult to please.

i bet i will put on at least 5kg if i'm gonna eat like how i ate last night and tonight!

last night:
went to suntec and dined at N.Y.D.C. had a destiny's child baked rice. hmm. if you are a ketchup lover, maybe you will love it, but it does not suit my taste. sisters iris,belle and constance ordered posh spice. it's tasty!! yum! iris' boyfriend had romeo & juliet. didn't try it though. and brother-in-law had a boney dog? the hot dog is darn LONG can.

went to do some shopping afterwards. there's a halloween sale? i put all the Dracula and witch robe! heheh! will load the pictures tmr! oh. how i wish i could celebrate HALLOWEEN!!!
anyhow, my sis was the one who was supposed to shop, but ended up i did the shopping! i bought 6 pairs of ear studs. actually, it's buy 4 get 2 free. i can't wait to put all of them on!
bought a gio khaki 3/4 pants too!

had a drink at coffee bean before heading home.

today:
training in the morning. ran 1 round of X-country.
i guess i was behaving weirdly today. i was extremely quiet then. completed the 1 round without much difficulty and weariness.
usually when i'm behaving normally,i will always complain and i simply hate the run.
but yea, i didn't talk much during the training too. which is so unlike me? unlike the usually noisy and super hyper me!
but it doesn't matter. i have my quiet side too! hehe.
we ran ALOT can. yes! ALOT! but all the burnt calories are back!

tonight:
dined at a japanese restaurant at PSA building. nice nice.

then headed to VIVO. bought a brown tee with a green cassette on it. *grin
THEN, i bought my topshop top! yoofoooo!
feel great! :D

strolled for less than 15 mins and home sweet home!

i couldn't help but to laugh. cause it was real embarrassing!


but i carried on doing what i like.


guess i'm still better in posing as a witch.


sister & i


clockwise: iris, constance, belle and ME.


caught unprepared.

9:07 AM;

Friday, October 27, 2006

alright, now my muscles are aching from yesterday's hell 90 push-ups!

let's have some history lessons right now.

source A:
peizhen suggested to play 'choo choo train', so i asked CJY to pull me using the chair, as a joint!


source B:
since CJY couldn't succeed in pulling peizhen and i, i let go the chair and it ACCIDENTALLY hit her legs.


source C:
CJY said i bullied her, so i left and stood by myself! and she claimed that i snatched the chair away from her! then what's the thing she's sitting on?!? UFO?


there's another version in CJY's blog.
check it out and study ALL sources, which version do you think is more reliable?
hahaha.

Qns 1: what kind of person do you think CJY is as shown in source A? [5]
Qns 2: how similar are source A & B?[6]
Qns 3: study all sources. what can you infer? is CJY a good girl?[7]

8:50 PM;

Thursday, October 26, 2006

yeahhhh!!! i'm promoted to sec 4E!
was rather excited when miss fizah called my name. she gave me the napfa certificate & badge and i stood up, getting ready to get back to my seat when she said "hello? your result is here(waving my result slip at me)." sat down and gave a silly smile to her.
she passed me the result slip and said "congratulations". OH! i was so relieved!! no need to worry about not being able to promote! hurray!!

results ain't that bad. passed all except both maths.
but class position is seriously saddening. from 7 to 11?
and level position is a tragic. hahaha.

training afterwards. ran one round cross country. did some warm up drills.
our staminas have dropped.
did 90 push-ups! yea! we want muscles! heheh.

headed to BPP to meet my brother for dinner.
and home!

5:10 AM;

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

i'm unusually HIGH today!
have been laughing at every single little thing i can find to laugh at.

i guess it's after the Personality Profiling and Career Workshop, when i got real high!
this programme was so fascinating alright?!
it's so fun and so true??
we had to answer 94 questions, and after doing it, we had to sum up the total points we've got. and there were 2 alphabets in one column, choose the alphabet which represents the higher point. there's a total of 4 columns and so, we would have 4 alphabets at the end of it.
these 4 alphabets will determine our personality and the careers that are suitable for us in the future.

mine are ISFP. and this is how it goes: "ISFP's enjoy living in the moment and like to help others in practical, immediate ways. They are action oriented and like independence and flexibility with their work environments. They are good troubleshooters and creative problem solvers. ISFP's tend to work behind the scenes and have an immediate impact while helping others. They also enjoy expressing themselves and can be creative. ISFP's often have a love of the outdoors."

well, this is QUITE true, but the slideshow the trainer flashed through was simply SO TRUE about me!! it was so damn TRUEEEEEEEE!!!! i was like omgosh! BINGO!
YES! i'm called "The Artist". i'm creative & imaginative and care about one's feeling! heheh. ( ;
and the one about jieying and lynn were true too!
jieying is called "The guardians", she's a leader and straightforward!
lynn is called "The party goer", she will tend to get sick of her bf! :X hahaha.
my dear son, zaki has the same alphabets as mommy! look! like mother like son. hahah.

the trainer asked us to think about our future then. think of what we want to be next time, and i came to realise that the careers i want are not popular/do not have in singapore!! darn it! arghh! ) :
yea, i gotta plan my future from now!

played ball afterwards.
then headed to BPP with jieying and xinyu to get my mocha milkshake! well, it's not bad LA~
to starbucks. i was a little too high then. was laughing real hard and expressing myself exaggeratedly.

i couldn't control myself even when we were in the library. total madness!
and oh!how i love books!
i love books!YES! i really love them! i love to borrow lots and lots of books and dump them at home! that's like so fun LA!!!
i still have Da vinci which jieying lent me days ago and The merciful women which i borrowed days ago and The solar system which i just renewed the dateline days ago! BUT, i didn't even bother to flip it through! and i just borrowed Underworld Evolution and Bloody bones.
SEE! how i love books!! :D
but i will finish the two i just borrowed! i promise! : P

OH YA peeps! congrats Fahrun Anderson for winning the GOLD medal for his mother tongue essay! ( ;

3:35 AM;

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

yesterday:
shall briefly talk about yesterday.
went to bugis with jieying, yuhong and lynn!
i bought 2 tees! saw one topshop top! it's so pretty. i'm tempted! :D

headed home with lynn while jieying and yuhong went to watch deathnote with kelvin and huihan.
i really wonder HOW nice it is. both of them were like 'VERY NICE VERY NICE'
hmm. gonna watch it too.

today:
woke up at 08.00.
went to ytcc, realised that i was the only girl there?!
but i actually saw lynn boarded 302 at the interchange! alright, she went to look for yuhong. -.-
had lunch at lot 1 then home!
had my nap. mummy didn't wake me up for dinner as she said i was sleeping so soundly?

i missed my chance of trying the new mocha milkshake of Mac again!
i've been craving for it for 4 days!
gonna get one tmr! (:

5:56 AM;

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Get Your Own! | View Slideshow

7:53 AM;

pizza for my breakfast/lunch!
had beef lasagne. and it's so FULLING!
bought 2 sets of undergarments. heheh.
gonna take a nap! tata!
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I would give up everything
Before I'd seperate
myself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarished truth
I was all by myself
For the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache
Would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you
I will give you everything
There's nothing in this world
I wouldn't do
To insure your happiness
I cherish every part of you
'Cause without you beside me
I can't survive
Don't want to try
If you're keepin me warm
Each and every night
I'll be alright
Because I need you in my life

See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back i guess
It shows that we were
Destined to shine
After the rain, to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

12:13 AM;

Saturday, October 21, 2006

spent my whole afternoon at church!
the first and last time i went there was LAST YEAR?!
and guess alicia was real thrilled that i went back.
cause i guess i really need *His help.

the service was awesome! yea, AWESOME!
the games were awesome,the pastors were awesome, the songs were awesome, the atmosphere was awesome.
and and the dinner was AWESOME too!

yea. my relationship with *Him starts from now onwards. i gotta and want to know *Him better.

i told alicia something real shocking during the dinner.
yes! she was stunned! hahah. i'm shocked that i did that too!
but i will not regret it. (:

shared our experiences about certain things.
that's real thrilling can?hahaha.

i don't think i did that on an impulse. cause i'm certain about it.
yes. i'm sure. ;D

*His/Him- God (not my bf. wth, -.-)

7:42 AM;

Friday, October 20, 2006

daddy drove me to school today! that's like solar eclipse, as he had to work, but not anymore!
i felt guilty for waking him up though. but having to travel a distance to school by bus wearing court shoes and carrying the blazer ain't an easy task (for me).

school was fun today. no teacher, no lessons, no nothing but fun! was walking about, went to e2 to play hang-man with celine, audrey, zhenzhi,jieying and xinyu.
HEY JIEYING! your hang-man totally not up to standard LA! what 'president natan', 'serene' and 'king kong'! -.-
e2 went to lab 3 for fireworks and e3 & my class went to tea house, but i gotta go back to my primary school for the publicity talk. so was loitering around alone, then walked to hall and saw mr rani and mr koh watching COACH CARTER with the sec 2s and they asked me to join them.

1020, headed to my primary school with yuhong and danial by mr rani's car. (but for your info, danial wasn't from greenridge.)
mr rani was the presenter, danial operated the laptop and yuhong & i were the 'model'~.
we stood for like 45 mins? the weather and blazer were killing me! my face was covered with droplets of sweat and i could feel the sweat streaming down my back! it sucks.

back to school for SL meeting.
played basketball after that. yuhong was smart, she brought her pe t-shirt, basketball pants and shoes. i didn't bother to bring them just to save the trouble.
and i ended up playing with my blouse, skirt and court shoes!
i played with my stockings on.
i stopped and put my shoes on immediately when i realised that my stockings was torn and my toe emerged to catch some air! :D
anyway, that's quite awkward..


bus down to lot 1 to have my lunch with jieying and xinyu.
and home-d!

one player struggles, we all struggle.
one player triumphs, we all triumph.

3:43 AM;

Thursday, October 19, 2006

watched world trade center with jieying, yunye, kelvin lim and huihan just now. well, i expected more from it, so i'm kinda disappointed. but overall, not that bad. touching though.

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20 people you can think of right now.
Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people.

1. jieying
2. yuhong
3. xinyu
4. peizhen
5. debra
6. lynn
7. blacky
8. weiqian
9. fahrun
10. weijie
11. _____
12. huihan
13. weiquan
14. hariz
15. joel lim
16. zhenzhi
17. kelvin lim
18. kahleong
19. peiqi
20. seokting

---------------------------------
Questions:

How did i meet #14 - hariz
during sec 2! he kept calling me boy then.

What would you do if you never met #1 - jieying?
i won't be who i am right now. a better person! ;D

What would you do if #20 - seokting and #9 - fahrun dated?
that's like so impossible?!? but someone will kill fahrun.

Did you ever like #19- peiqi?
yes! and i still do!

#6 - lynn and #17 - kelvin lim make a good couple?
erm. why not?!

Describe #3 - xinyu
she's a total han zi, a nerd but has good taste for english songs!

Do you think #8 - weiqian is attractive?
of course! everyone has their own attractiveness.

Tell me something about #7 -blacky
she's black. her name tells EVERYTHING.

Do you know any of #12 -huihan's family?
no.

What are #8 -weiqian's favourites?
mickey and minnie mouse?

What would you do if #18 - kahleong confess that he likes you?
i will slap him.

What language does #15 - joel lim speak?
SPANISH. hahah! no!!he speaks mandarin.

Who is #9 - fahrun going out with?
nobody? ask him!

How old is #16 - zhenzhi now?
15 years and 3 months 12 days old.

Who is #2 yuhong's favourite band/singer?
currently, westlife.

Would you ever date #4 - peizhen?
i would if i was a guy. she's so adorable!

Would you date #7 - blacky?
hahah. nope.

Is #15 - joel lim single?
yes. but he has someone in mind.

What's #10 -weijie's last name?
xu weijie cat?

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with #11 - _____?
AHEM!!

What school does #3 -xinyu go to?
dunearn and the 'improve the han zi's mind' school. :X

Where does #6 -lynn lives?
choa chu kang.

What's your favourite thing about #5 - debra?
she's real bubbly.

Have you seen #1 - jieying naked?
OH YES. it makes me sweat.

i find that so interesting! hahah. i enjoyed it as i've got nothing better to do!

8:24 AM;

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

well well well. i failed both maths.
expected it though.
now that i've failed 3 papers and passed 3, it depends all on my english already.
failed combined humanities, A and E maths.
passed mother tongue, combined science and d&t.

chem was good but physics was darn bad. i failed physics! and this is the first time i failed it! darn it.
though i failed english paper 2 but i don't seem to care anymore!

chatted with weiquan, hariz, joel and kahleong after school.
they are total sickos! yes! they really are! and they seemed to be enjoying THAT topic which actually included me and someone else?!? it's total madness!!

played 4-on-4. teamed up with weiquan, joel and kahleong. (the e4s)
and we won! THIS IS the power of e4!!

jieying stayed for dinner at my place after cutting her hair.
i believe to a large extent that she enjoyed it.

and post-exam programmes' gonna be boring!!


even the best fall down sometimes

6:40 AM;

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

we always want what we can't get and take what we have for granted.
this is what i always say and this is also what i always feel.

seeing this happening to someone around me really makes me feel heart- wrenching.
what for doing all these things? sigh..
poor guy.
i don't wish to be the middleman anymore.

you always want what you can't have

7:05 AM;

Monday, October 16, 2006

it was supposed to be a team bonding outing, but it ended up only 7 of us attended.
went with jieying, yuhong, xinyu, deb, black and weiqian.
thank you guys for going.

it was boring though. everyone was like dying. so went to rent bike with jieying and yuhong, that's like the best activity i had just now?

we had a sand fight then, it was damn pain when it hits you, everyone was like attacking me? and i got real pissed and went off. it scares them. i'm sorry peeps, i'm really sorry. i couldn't control myself from getting upset. don't know why too. but i'm really really sorry for scaring you all.

took 188 home with jieying. we chatted alot. everything seems to be so fucken wrong!

why are we always brooding over this matter while some don't even give her fucking care to it?
don't try to make everything looks so wonderful and nice when it's so ugly and horrible.
go ahead and let others know how ugly things are going on when you dare to screw everything up in the first place.
stop trying to hide the truth! take off your fucking mask!
such hypocrite. fuck you.
why do we have to cry over you when you don't even know things are getting so wrong because of YOU?!?
you yourself know what you had done and what you had said. nobody knows it better other than you.
EVERYTHING you said is total hell bullshit. do you even worth our trust?

i simply couldn't figure out why ugly (hearted) peeps exist.
why do they always pick on others' flaws to prove to others that they are better?
but now i do, cause this is how God knows how great the pretty (hearted) peeps are.

there's a limit to our tolerance and patience, don't take us for granted. and know your limit too. don't get too over. we are nice to you doesn't mean we have gave in to you.
and i'm saying NO WAY!
show peeps the respect that they deserve and not bossing around when you are not the boss.
get your role right.

everything changes
and i can't differentiate sorrow from anger anymore.

7:12 AM;

Sunday, October 15, 2006

used to be-s:
the bunch of peeps who never failed to keep me entertained- my team mates (+)
the thing that makes me strong and ambitious-basketball(+)
the peeps whom i love-my team mates (+)
the thing that i love-basketball (+)
the peeps whom i played, laughed and cried with-my team mates (+)
the thing that i'm willing to fight for-basketball (+)
the peeps i'm willing to die for-my team mates (+)
the thing that i'm willing to give up my freedom for-basketball (+)
the peeps whom i trust-my team mates (+)

now:
the bunch of peeps who got me feeling so lost-my team mates (-)
the thing that makes me feel so tiny and hopeless-basketball (-)
the peeps whom i hate-my team mates (-)
the thing that i hate-basketball (-)
the peeps whom i cried for-my team mates(-)
the thing i wanna let go-basketball (-)
the peeps i wanna let go-my team mates (-)
the thing i wanna give up of-basketball (-)
the peeps whom i do not trust- my team mates (-)

does anyone really understand all these?
i don't care what others might think about me, cause this is exactly what i want you girls to know! this is how i feel about the past and present! i don't care if other teams gonna see this and know what is going on cause i don't want to keep up this masquerade of us being so good together.
instead, i want us to be really good together and not pretending.
who really understands it? who's gonna carry out this mission? who's gonna end all these misunderstandings?
it's US! not jieying, not xinyu but US!
don't be selfish la people. don't just care about yourself, spare a thought for others. this is how you solve a problem.

we were destined to meet and be team mates and this is our destiny. nothing's gonna change the fact that we are team mates and we used to love one another but now? it's all gone.

it's easy to get two person to fall in love but it's never easy to get 9 people to get together and work towards a same goal..

11:37 PM;

yunye and i survived the conference last night!
we are the survivors!! heheh.

went to cine to catch Silk with jieying, yunye,kahleong,mo and wilson. to be frank, i don't understand the movie at all la.partly because i kept enjoying and focusing on my popcorn. YUM!!
we wanted to watch world trade center! but wilson watched it, so gotta catch other show.
it's freaking cold in the cinema, but my popcorn was so tempting and with the companionship of lemon tea, it's heaven!
and the beverage got my bladder feeling so bloated! and i couldn't concentrate on the show anymore, was hoping it to end soon instead.
and it felt so damn good.. ahhhhhhh~
hahah.

had dinner at taka then headed to far east and homed!

outing tmr!! hope it would be fun..

when you come home baby,
i know somehow that your eyes have gone astray

10:51 PM;

Friday, October 13, 2006

we had a conference last night. (jieying, yunye,kelvin, wilson,moash and i.)
started at 11p.m, then they left one by one. and ended at 1a.m.
but kelvin, yunye and i couldn't sleep, so we continued and we chatted ALOT. and we ended at 5a.m!

woke up at 9.30a.m. went for my appointment for haircut.
and headed to plaza to get my starbucks ice blended mocha. ;D

reached home and i did the house chores!! swept the floor, mopped the floor, tidy up my study table, wiped the mirror. my house is so clean!! and smells so gooood~.
i'm so satisfied and proud of myself! :D

going to grab some sushi later!!

10:57 PM;

who says girls can't win the boys?!?

went to ytcc to interact with the basketball.
it has been a long time since we last touched the ball.
so, jieying,yuhong and i teamed up to fight against kahleong,yunye and kelvin.
it was a close fight alright?! it was 10-10 and yuhong scored the last goal!
so winner against another team which consisted kenneth,joel lim and moash.
but we lost LA! we were tired alright.
then peizhen,jieying and i teamed up to play against kahleong, yunye and kelvin i think. we lost. ):
hahaha.


so, parted. joel went for his swimming course, kahleong went to work, kelvin and yunye accompanied moash to go home and get changed. jieying and i went to batok to meet xinyu before meeting calvin chia at queensway.
mo, yunye and kelvin came to meet us afterwards.
jieying bought something for me!! it's my belated birthday gift. -.-
my birthday was 5 months and 4 days ago! but now then she gave me my gift.
but it's ok! least she remembers she owes me that.

headed to kap to have our dinner. as i thought that the atmosphere at kap is better.

jieying suggested to watch movie then. she wanted to watch world trade center, but the time was either too early or too late. so watched TALLADEGA NIGHT with jieying,yunye,joel and mo.
omgosh. it's so hilarious! there was a part whereby i went crazy! i hit jieying non-stop! it's damn funny can.
i actually laughed till my hands went numb. it's worth watching!!

pictures taken on yesterday's trip.
funshot #1

funshot #2

the ladies.

2e3s

jieying, yy and i

jieying and i!

we ain't acting cool;we couldn't smile with the lollis in our mouth!

2 extra.

shopping khakis

pikachi & tweety. -.-

the great & i

good take. :D

8:03 AM;

Thursday, October 12, 2006

i just finished bathing!
went to sentosa with my study group. (jieying, wilson, yunye, kelvin lim, calvin chia, kahleong, joash, huihan, seokting, siqi) and celine,alan ang and fuqing.

it's real fun. we played basketball, frisbee and volleyball.
volleyball was the best part.
the iron against the steel!
but we stopped after the weather turned bad. ):
it's like tsunami. the wind was darn strong.

took some group photos after washing up and we are so self-obsessed LA.
kept taking and taking and taking. pictures will be uploaded soon!

headed to VIVO to have our dinner.
wilson was real broke, he left 20 cents eh? and he insisted on going home, but everyone was forcing him to go and stopped him from going back.
he watched us eat. i bought fried hokkien mee and he said that's his favourite!
in the end, he couldn't resist the temptation anymore! hahah.
he kept saying "this is like the best day la" ,"this is like the best","i don't miss my home","i love you all","you all are so nice to me" all these nonsense. but we know he meant it. :x

everyone except wilson and alan ang took 188. everyone was bushed..
changed bus and took 187 home with calvin chia, he told me something. heheh.

we parted and here i am! blogging.
going out with my study group is real real real awesome. more outings coming up!! YOOFOOOO!!
:D

9:33 AM;

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

YEAHHHHHHH! tmr's last paper!! and see how crazy i already am right now, can't imagine how would i be tmr when the EOY is totally over! i'm gonna scream my head off!

chem paper was easy. but everyone was like:" yea, easy easy."
then i will not have the chance to top chem anymore!!):
hahaha. it's alright, i will be contented enough to pass it.
one must be humble.. :x

i bought my fbt shorts and sleeveless top.
and we (seokting,siqi,zhiling,kiajoo and i) saw a butch at queensway Mc. she's effing dasing!! man man! we were like WOAH when she walked pass us, and her friend thought we 'woah' at her? hahah. but no, she knows we were admiring the handsome girl.
*drools*

i've never give up on us

1:37 AM;

Sunday, October 08, 2006

i'm real obsessed with products of body shop! after going there with siqi and seokting last night, i realised that the products are so so so fragrant! and i'm mesmerized by all the colourful lip balm, perfumes and nail polish!!

and ASB stands for ATTENTION SEEKING BASTARD/BITCH.

pictures taken on friday and yesterday.

TWEETY, siqi and i.



the childhood-less jieying was real thrilled.



i wanna celebrate halloween!



Things I ask myself, I ask myself
Do you know what you are getting yourself into

8:09 AM;

Friday, October 06, 2006

i just reached home! it's 1.30am.
just returned from west coast. went there with the study group and it was real real real fun.
thank you guys for giving me such a happy moment.
we climbed the pyramid, play the flying-fox, play truth or dare, pepsi cola 123 and we held lanterns!
jieying, i will get you up to the top of the pyramid someday! i must!

i will be waking up in 7 hours' time to go study!

i'm having a conversation with weijie right now.
we both agreed that kids nowadays are getting from bad to worse! they are actually smoking at the age of 11?
they smoke, fine. but they are casting a bad image of their parents to the outsiders!
such irresponsible kids.
poor parents..

pictures will be upload soon!

imagination is more important than knowledge

10:32 AM;

Thursday, October 05, 2006

there goes my physics.. i will fail it for sure. it's like damn it la!! i NEVER failed my science before! argggggggh.

we were told that 3 or 4 peeps are retaining for sure? they have marked paper 1 and halfway through paper 2. that's it! i'm hell hell hell screwed..
and it will be from the top to the bottom again! it's like falling from heaven to hell.

i guess lynn's arse hurts right now. i shouldn't say anything here or else she will kill me.
peizhen and yuhong told me real shocking. here goes:

peizhen and yuhong were whispering to each other.
peizhen: should we tell her?
yuhong:tell la.
peizhen:later she angry how?
yuhong:won't one la. she doesn't care one.

so the twins told me SOMETHING,
and my first reaction was F* him la! hello?!? can you stop your fucking nonsense?
c'mon please, i won't appreciate those nonsense can. and it's totally absurd.
if you wanna help others SOOOOOOOOOOO much. go and look for other needy.
WE DON'T NEED YOUR SO-CALLED "HELP".
get your fucking hands off we, the basketballers' matter.
get this in your head, you won't be appreciated.

11:47 PM;

here are some pictures taken on 23rd September.

all here at last.


mother, sisters and i


we share the same blood.

7:02 AM;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIZHEN!! you are finally 15! and yuhong has a long way to go! haha. :X

anyhow, jieying and xinyu came over to my place after paper. they were supposed to teach me physics and e-math but three of us ended up flashing through our memories.
and jieying had discovered a horribly sexy thing this morning. and jieying,xinyu,yuhong,peizhen and i were gossiping about it over the phone.
but seriously, it's so deplorable!

and i went wtf?!? it's effing unfair and disgraceful can?
whatever la. it's peeps' matter. we SHOULDN'T interfere.
but justice must be made!!!!
or should we just turn a blind eye?


Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air

6:18 AM;

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

one more thing, thanks AKRAM for his compliment! wtf.. -.-

7:06 AM;

had been studying for the past 3 hours. i re revised my ss and i'm giving up my geog!
it's so boring..

had a dream in the afternoon, it was dumb. but it's a nice one.

i'm proud of my compo! i think it's a great piece but whether i will score well, depends on the marker. or maybe she will fail me? i don't give a damn! i think it's GOOD!!!
i had put ALL my thoughts into it. but think i'm gonna flung my paper 2. and i'm making myself clear. the bloody papers won't defeat me! they will never beat me down! i'm doing this for the sake of KL trips and the hope peeps put in me!

and now i finally understand why weixuan calls me 'precious of china'. cause my dark circles are real DARK.

anyhow, was browsing through the seventeen magazine when i came across something interesting.

6:17 AM;

Sunday, October 01, 2006

went science centre mac to study with jieying, kelvin,joash,huihan,wilson and yunye.
i managed to finish 7 units of d&t!

i was really into my revision when kelvin told me they are going to IMM which i didn't even notice he's telling me that.
so took 333 down, and kelvin bought his adidas polo-tee.

and now i know why peeps keep telling me to smile more. and now i'm going to ask yunye to smile more!

8:00 AM;